Monday, December 07, 2009
; 12:56 AM
photos and post of recent activities to be updated soon.
still owning you guys,
KENNY BIRTHDAY PHOTOs & POST,
STANDARD CHARTERED VOLUNTEER PHOTOs & POST,
and not forgetting
ADC PASTMANIA "MASS" DINNER PHOTOs & POST.
so so sorry kenny for owing you guys the photos.
but some of my photos and edited one can be found at eileen's blog already,
go there to grab it if you want :D
the entire december gonna be super duper busy ah,
so please tolong me, give me sometime to clear my busyness always first
and when i have time i will put up interesting post again okay ?
PLEASE DONT LET MY TAGBOARD DIE TOO !
dont hurt its feeling let it feel loved by tagging it :D
Labels: i am so much busier than my mother now
Sunday, November 29, 2009
; 11:14 AM
last night i got the greatest scare of my life,
made me so scared that i did not dare to sleep in my room.
but first let me tell you about my night,
reach home after supporting PONYO and TEAM FLAT at ILUMA BUGIS.
congrats to PONYO for making to top 16,
and TAM FLAT for trying your best already.
went to the dining room as usual
switch on the laptop and used the internet,
it was just like normal
but than suddenly i heard a crack sound and i looked up,
a part of my dining lights dropped and it was left dangling just above my head.
i didnt know why but i laughed straight away
maybe because i thought i was lucky or something.
then my elder brother scolded me, ask me to get away from there.
well i was actually half shocked half happy already.
korkor removed the dining lights
his fingers accidentally touch the wires
and "ZAP" the entire house lights went blackout.
so he called a technician to come fix it.
it was already a freaking 11PM plus close to midnight.
after a wait of 30mins, the technician came.
fixed the lights, charged my brother a whooping $100
and left, thing is he wasnt even in the house for 10mins.
i called this super easy money man !
he must have left smiling and laughing to himself like a fool.
well soon it was sleeping time, i slept at 2am?
and i had a very very scary nightmare,
i dreamt that there was this house which looks kinda old changi hospital chasing after me.
no matter how i ran it will always be behind me,
i dont know the reason why i was being chased by it.
and i was woke up by my younger brother kicking me while he's still asleep.
i sat up staring into empty spaces
still freaked out by that nightmare,
then there was when i realised i had dizzy spells and fever too.
i woke up my brother to ask him to guide me to the toilet,
then i told him about my dream.
throughout the whole time, i keep having this feeling of being watched,
and i could hear bells ringing from my new bhangla neighbours house.
after the toilet, went back to the room.
the feeling of being watched was getting stronger.
its like this shadowy figure at the corner of my wall staring at me,
i do not dare to look.
so i slowly wandered to the living room
and after some toss and turn i fell asleep.
was woke up by my mum at 7am plus,
she was checking stuffs from our rooms again
and nagging loudly away.
i kept having that wanting to vomit feeling but i just couldnt vomit it out.
the fever and headache is still there.
my left elbow hurts too,
and i cant focus on things properly,
i keept wanting to rest my head.
it feels as though it weights a hundred pounds !
so with this post, i end my horrorful night and shall be proceeding back to rest.
lets just hope today i will recover by night time.
and i hope to vomit everything inside out,
cause its making me very very uneasy !
Labels: i just dont know how to approach you
Saturday, November 28, 2009
; 1:58 AM
having insomnia and midnight blues again,
whenever the clock strucks midnight,
sorrowful thoughts will start soaring towards my brain,
making me not able to think right.
somehow i just dont know what exactly am i running away from,
always having that look of frown.
thinking about it,
if you were to ask me "have i ever regret being born into this world?"
i would proudly tell you NO !
but there are a few things that i certainly regret and that if i could rewind time to change it,
i would want to stop the beatings i land on my younger brother
when i was young so that i could get him to call me "二哥"
i just want him to respect me as his brother, call me when he's home
and not treat me as though i am invisible.
sometimes thinking about this would made me tear,
for i have not had the respect of what other elder brothers have;
the respect of their younger brothers.
next i regret is never having to be a good son to my mum
when i was young, i gave her alot alot of problems.
so much to that extent of wanting to send me to boys home.
caning and screaming at me was useless, as i would turn more rebellious.
i did and said alot of hurtful things to my mum,
so now i have regretted and thus i am trying my best to be a good son to her now.
also having the lost of the bike that mingda bought for me.
it was a gift of trust, friendship and brotherhood.
but it was also a gift of regret for me,
for i took the blame upon myself on that very day that it was stolen.
it made me distanced away from my sworn bro.
my one and only sworn bro who had always been there for me !
after the bike was stolen, i was so guilty that i didnt know how to face him,
i kept blaming myself again and again and again.
i know all the crying over it is useless,
but everynow and then, i still think about our friendship and the bike too.
still i have not give up the hope of ever hoping to find back my bike
and only then will i dare to look you in the eye without having anything to regret.
i know that bro i have let you down alot.
so much that i supposed you might have regret knowing me as a friend.
for please accept my apologies once again, I AM TRUELY SORRY !
also alastair, a person of great loyalty and sincerity
i know that what you have been going through is tough for you
and it hurts alot for you but please hang in there !
i believe that you can go through it one,
and remember you are never alone alas,
you still have your friends and me standing by your side.
so dont you dare to do anything stupid that concerns with taking your own life away !
i am sorry for not being able to be there for you sometimes
but please please, cut down on your smoking alright ?
smoking will not make you relieve of your troubles
so please take my advise and quit it !
and hang in there and dont give up alright ?
also regretted having to lose all those past friendships
that i didnt treasure well enough,
all because of what i did and said that cause the friendship to disappear.
i know its mostly my fault and only me to blame.
for those friendships that i lost, i am sorry too.
and also the careless mistake that result to me losing my harddisk
to a lucky bastard who got it !
i seriously should have the habit of double checking everything
before i leave a place.
Labels: regretion of a pity soul
Friday, November 27, 2009
; 6:08 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JUNWEI AND TINGRU :D
celebrated their birthday in school yesterday,
it was kinda like a simple celebration.
and carolyn and suzanne forget there's cake shops in school
so that explains for the donuts :P
AJE UNITED !
after the celebration, wei went home to rest
as he was sick.
and lessons went on for the rest of us.
so after school rush home and had to squeeze like rotiprata in the train sia !
JUNWEI you lazy type out details,
come i help you type it out !
when i reached home, joe, kenny, zifeng, eugene, jerry at my house liao le.
so we waited for some more people cheryl, gabriel and zhangfu
and when the time hits 7.45
our decoy/actor, JOE went to escort junwei to yewtee mrt station.
and we rushed to his house with his parents opening the door for us.
we faster start putting up the banner and balloons.
joe was rushing us to hurry up already.
so when we were like 3/4 done.
junwei's mum called junwei to tell him,
she forget to put ezlink card in his wallet
and say that its yangyang who took it out
so junwei believed and he went back home to take.
so while junwei walked back with joe,
we forget to prepared the birthday cake.
so me and kenny took the cake and went into the room to prepare the cake.
and when junwei reached, jsut nice i open the door
den i saw his shock expression den go back to prepare the cake again.
after me and kenny were done,
and zhongwei and xueyun arrive le.
we open the door and start singing HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG.
jsut nice we sing finish, the cake put in front of junwei,
all the candles the fire disappear !!!
because there was the fan behind so we off the fan and lit the fire again.
den after he wished and blow and cut the cake
he straight away went to SA -.- LOL sia !
den we wait for them to play finish game, we jiu went out eat.
oh and i first time try zhongwei's apple crumble.
jsut like they said, it was nice !! :D
zhongwei dont haolian ah !!!
the skinny birthday boy and the not so skinny birthday cake
friends forever :D
the birthday banner that jerry made :D
and tadaa, we went to XIN WANG to eat !
and now is time for GAY boys photo section
GAYBOYS no.1 SKINNY BONES & FAT ASS
GAYBOYS no.2 YAO KING & KIN NA TAO
well actually i dont know what are they discussing about
that made zhongwei open her mouth
until like aunty bargaining in market like that.
GROUP PHOTO !
and next is the unglam photos of the day,
please be advised to not scroll down
if you cannot stand looking at people dig gold ! LOL
okay i know, this is really loser face -.-
but got something went to my nose, den just nice junwei took it one :P
and see, i am not the only one digging nose !
zifeng was CAUGHT in the act too
but nobody noticed it :D
and as usual, me the rubbish bin have to clear up all their food.
what you see here is true !
no visual effects added, i finished all their leftovers up :D
TO BOEY JUNWEI aka SKINNY BONES
wei ah, hope you like the birthday surprised we planned for you !
and i hope you faster get well soon from your running nose.
all the best in your studies and quest to get fit and FAT like me :D
happy 18th birthday once again !
and NOT FORGETTING LIM TING RU
ruru, happy birthday to you too ah :D
hope you like the donuts that they bought
and i wished you stay happy and carefree as always,
stay healthy and goodluck in your studies
got any xin shi can come find me talk talk one okay ?
and thank you so much for lending me your spare phone to use too !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU BOTH ONCE AGAIN :D
Labels: surprises can be such a pleasant thing
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
; 12:49 AM
THIS BLOG POST IS SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO THIS GIRL
AND JUST THIS GIRL ONLY
CAROLYN LEE MAY HWAN !
hmmm what can i say about her ?
she sometimes stalks my blog to see if i got post about her,
and she always dont like to eat and finish her meals,
and she's very very naughty and planky ( inside joke )
LOL just kidding about what i said above.
lets talk about her good points then,
well she's one hell of a nice girl actually,
have this super duper bubbly personality
a super crazy hello kitty fan who just recently went kitty lab
and she always bully me but still i like it! :P
okay thats weird -.-
well yesterday night, we had webcam session from 11pm+ till 2am+
look at this one, she's playing her fake golden hair extention
and i tell you, she sang the whole night yesterday
showing off her little blanky la
and we took photos of us smiling together
okay there were times when we both got bored
and its really really bored
so that silly girl continued singing, thinking she's some rock/pop star
until she tried to act like little red riding hood
still webcamming (:
she ah, always show off her new stuffs to me one :P
LOL actually is i ask her show me one la
okay after sometime of webcamming,
we decided that its time we should start studying for maths test
and so we start studying and after sometime,
that sleepyhead went off to sleep first :D
so there you go planky, an entire post just for you !
must be touched and honoured le right ?
Labels: i am just afraid to love like i used to again
Saturday, November 21, 2009
; 12:58 PM
CLIMB RUN 2009 PROUDLY ORGANISED BY ADC
yeah before the run, we nothing to do so we CAMWHORE !
CAMWHORE until kena scolding from nadiah :(
no la, just kidding la ! heeheeee
this was just a pose shot.
CAMWHORE AGAIN :D
meet our team, ANYTHING :D
ain and me !
CLIMB RUN 2009 ADC !
LOL i abandoned ain and run in front of her,
no la, actually she's just behind me smelling my farts !
HAHAHAHA JK JK :P
she's actually running behind me screaming like a mad woman.
hahahahahahhahahahahaha okay just kidding again
helping to take off the banner after the event.
YEAH me and ain are in the 3rd place in TEAM CATEGORY :D
tell you all something funny,
when take medal, i accidentally let go of my medal den it dropped to the ground.
so embarrassing sia !
i look like so kukumalu baluku like that. HAHAHA
okay you may start laughing now.
look at our shiny medals and our bigbig energy powder which i dont know how to use.
noh says ask my maid use as salt to cook ! LOL
ANYWAY GOOOD JOB AIN,
you did fantastic i am so proud of you
you shall have your well promised lunch treat soon :D
Friday, November 20, 2009
; 2:47 PM
this week is so packed with ADC :D
we had combined PT on wednesday,
which i missed out some of the fun parts because i get dizzy spells -.-
we had massive killer workouts that left our hands and legs jellyish
and it was great that most of us wore red to match together !
and i know its my fault for not telling the senioristas to wear red too.
SORRY SORRY !
but still i m glad that we all managed to share one story
and get through it together as ONE TEAM, ONE CCA, ONE HEART !
i believe we still have many improvements to make to our teamwork and trust in between.
but i am sure we will pulled through it better than ever !
to ADC: come'on ALE ALE, CAN WE DO IT ?!?!
went carolyn's house to do our model set
and i went off early on monday and wednesday because i had training.
so far so good, just that our trees are still kinda inappropriate. LOL
the lamp post are bigger than the trees. HAHAHA
but well at least we had lots of fun making it,
what you saw was just half way done.
we haven add in the details yet.
should be done in about like a few more days time i guess ?
well shall see how it goes than.
Labels: please keep eating will you
; 1:34 PM
this post is about children.children can be innocent little angels
but at the same time, they can be little meany evil devils.
kids nowadays are growing up so fast
and learning at a faster rate than us
that its surprising what we can see in them
its just more than meet the eye,
they may learn things from us
but in actual fact, it is we who learn from them too.
you may be wondering why am i posting this ?
its because what i saw when i was in the train to school today.
picture this scenario, where a boy named TRAN DAC PHAT and a chinese boy was in the train.
another chinese boy came dashing into the train before the door closed behind him.
the first chinese boy who was in the train was very excited to what his friend just did,
and the boy PHAT wanted to talked to the boy who just came in.
PHAT kept trying to interact with the chinese boy who dashed in,
but the first chinese boy who was in the train kept pulling the boy who dashed in to make him ignore PHAT,
PHAT's face changed to a sorrowful and pitiful expression.
at the next stop, the 2 chinese boys alighted without even wanting to say goodbye to PHAT.
PHAT still has that sorrowful look on his face.
a few stops later, he alighted with still that same sorrowful expression,
perhaps wondering if anybody ever knew he existed.
well i may not know this PHAT boy or the reason why the chinese boys are ignoring him,
but i can understand how he felt.
PHAT if you were to ever see this post,
i want you to know to never give up in life,
you may not have company by your side at times,
but do remember somehow you are never alone.
just keep hanging on and live your life with your best.
someday i am sure you wil find the best of friends who will be there for you no matter what!
from what i see you are a strong boy,
just keep that fire in you burning and use your sorrow as your fuel to light up your life.
Labels: pity innocence
this post is about children.